Friday, August 31, 2012
Well today wasn't really such a bad day. We got a 4.0 in our thesis defense, then I got a 97 in our TIMEFOR exam. So, really, there's nothing to be sad about until I came home and thought of everything. I thought, that I had moved on and thought that I am over Chubby. But I realized that I'm not. And the sad part is that I just realized that even if I die for him, he will never love me again. I can't tell anybody about what I am feeling right now because I want no one to know that I am not yet over him. And even if it is obvious for him, I still don't want him to know that I haven't really moved on..